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The Road Less Traveled

Cross Roads

It's a Start
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bluedaisy24
  I have quite the question. I don't have many readers, so I doub't I'll have many answers, if any at all. I've had quite a long while to ponder this;to ponder my thoughts and feelings. On such an occasion, I have felt pity for people in my position, only to find myself in that with which I have hated. I keep feeling as if I did this to myself, Karma is a bit* after all. That maybe I shouldn't pity others, because what person wants pity? Especially from those they don't know? Anywho, seeing as to I have little time, my question is this.

What does a student  do when the teacher doesn't practice what he teaches-what does this student do, when the very tower built by their teacher is destroyed by the creator who created?

Writer's Block: Invisibility cloak
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If you could be invisible for a day, where would you go and what would you do? Do you think you might be upset by what you discovered?

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I'd follow the one who accuses innocence on his behalf, saying it isn't true and promising something I know that he will never again provide-nor will he recieve from me, fore anything that he gives me is thrown right back to him, never strictly wrapped or placed lightly in his hands. I would not be hurt, for I would only see what I already believed.

(GAWSH Depressing, huh? LOL)

I need some friends...
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  Okay, seriously,....I've been on here for....a few days and I need somes friends....and I'm lookin for a community that needs an Aqua....or a Kairi, either way, it don't matter. "sigh" I wanna find some pples to talk too. Lawls, Im probably gonna get shot for commenting randomly on pples pages. Lawls, guess I better go find a community to join (hopefully)

Writer's Block: Chocolate, spice, or anything nice
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What is the one simple indulgence you could never live without? Would you consider giving it up permanently for any amount of money?

 My loved ones. They make up who I am and who I've been and they'll help make up who I'll become.

Writer's Block: Between the slices
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If you could have the writing ability of one author, who would you choose, and why? Would you exchange writing styles permanently?



Well, my favorite sandwich would have to be the one made or ordered with friends. (not on it, ewww, no) but the one that rests in the momentof happiness and content. No moment is like anyother when it's spent with the ones you love.

I Don't Understand...
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If a lie is white, then what color is the truth?

I've come to a tainted understanding: Even love, no matter how true and how sweet, can have doubt and loop wholes embedded in the ivies. You see, a marriage has been recently questioned and no, it's not my own. (I will not say who's apon this website; only via private message and no, I'm not married.) The father of said marriage is the one beneath the swinging light and the family is left broken on the asphault.

I have no say in the actions, nor do I have a say in the thoughts, but it seems "standing my ground" has helped the father to realize that I'm no longer a scared little child. His thunder does not scare me and his lashes do not bleed, for I am too numb with the thoughts of dissapointment and betrayel to ever feel anything els. The man even had the courage and nerve to ask me to "trust him". I'm sorry to say that I only trust one father right now and he's on his thrown in heaven, saddened by our actions.

This father, you see, was suspected of adultry more than once and though, of course, the natural instinct of fear kicked in and denial was left complete on his toungue,any and all respect for this man has been lost to me and is now dead beneath my feet. Everything in my life-all of my reasons and pieces of being, have been a lie. Everything he's taught me (and my brother, as well as his students-he's a teacher, you see)has been for nothing. I cringed at those who made the ultimate promise and threw it away, but I never knew that one of those people would ever be him. He who told me that such things were wrong and such lies were never to be respected. Now I see why. I was one of those who was envied for a solid and true family, but now I am only wishing that I could crawl in a whole and deteriorate away, like the scum I feel that I am.

What really bothers me is that, the mother has no where to go and as of now, she has no idea. Only the children, who've seen the phone calls and who've noticed the things (and I, who've heard the very words "I love you" and "I'm trying to get more time for us together" spelt for another woman) know what's taking place and sadly, are too scared of the change in pace for this family, or whatever it can be called now.

But what get's me the most, what shatters me more than anything...is that the "other woman" is the mother's best friend. Even the "other woman" had gone throught the same hurt and saddness of knowing her husband for what he'd done, and yet, she does it anyway. The "other woman's" children are my very best friends. They've been through thick and thin with me and I'd never be found without them...but they don't even know the etchings on my heart.

My father had taught me everything...he helped me grow and he became the person I wanted to impress the most. I can never express my thoughts to him now and I fear our bond will never grow. He destroyed it when I was a child, promising my mother was alright and letting the entire school tell me she had almost died( I was young then and foolish, I had no suspections, no ideas) and again, on the same week as my "sweet" moment, he destroyed it again.

I'm miles from where they are and I'm laying down on such a cold ground and I'm hoping something will pick me up and set me down in their warm arms. Change is scary...but betrayel is even scarier. How dare I ever believe that my life-my "family" could ever be perfect. Birth by Sleep Pictures, Images and Photos

Only Human...
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Well, this is my first post of the day. Speaking of the subject and video...
Aren't we all just human? It saddens me to see people believe or act as if they were perfect. This song/video is a good example. (sigh, it sucks being new and unknown.....just sayin) We are HUMAN and therefore incapable of perfection. It was not embedded into our genes nor was it implanted into our hearts, but so far it seems as though the world takes our brains and irons it into the cells so that we think that we are completely perfect.
And what is perfection anyway? So many people look at perfection in their own ways, so wouldn't perfection be something along the lines of "opinionized"? But of course, most things in the world are opinionized. As someone sees something amazing, others see it as horrible. Ha ha, it seems to me that we can't control ourselves when it comes to judgement. And again, what is "judgement"? (spelt wrong, I know)
(A sigh) Well, what really saddens me, however, is the way the feeling to "belong" affects us in so many directions. It's as if not belonging is the end to our worlds. We are so affected by the judgement of others, even if we don't know it ourselves, that it's quite sickening. (sigh) Well, I cannot control what humans do. I have no say, nor any right to control what another thinks and says, I was not given such a gift.
Yet in a way,.....I was. I cannot make someone think the same thoughts I do, but I can affect the way someone lives or acts. If I use this so called "judgement" and the "feeling to belong" I can do alot of things to the ones around me. People influence eachother so much and most of them can't even accept that. But it's as I said before. I cannot control someone or make them do things they don't want to do, but I can influence someone to the point of saving their lives. After all....

.....I am only human. Birth By Sleep Pictures, Images and Photos

Writer's Block: Fuzzy friend
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bluedaisy24
If you could have any fictional creature from a book, film, or TV show as your pet, which one would you choose, and why?

Well, isn't that a good question. I'd probably have......the perfect guy, you know? In the movies and books, how they always make them so amazing and worth it, I'd like to have that. Yeah, you've probably gotten this answer a million times, but I guess that's just me. That, or the Cheshire cat from Alice in wonder land. Amazing story/book/movie/whateverelse they have out there.

This is where I begin...
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Well, I don't have much time on. Guess I chose a stupid time to get on. Lawls, anywho. Here I go. I can only hope that I'll make new friends along the way. I'll go through hard ships and storms as well as bumpy roads and tall walls, I can only hope to make it over them. It'll be hard, figuring this whole thing out, but I again, I can only hope I'll make friends along the way to guide me through the day. (lawls, random and cheesey, I know)

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